Take a sad song and make it better

So I'm feeling ok now, as compared with a couple hours ago when I'd kind of reached an inverted plateau. I have come to realize (with Andrew's help ... not your Andrew, Wad) that I really should just focus on the stuff I can change rather than what I have no control over. Things will turn out okay ... I know this ... I just have to wait without being in a waiting mindset, because that will drive me insane. Buck up, Peanut! We'll get through this one day at a time.

Rest assured, I know I still matter to you, even though we haven't been talking. The time will come (the walrus said).